>>41566186
i guess you are right but it just feels so silly to do so when he hasn’t even heard my voice…and im scared i might ruin things and he would want me to go no contact if i tell my feelings to him…i just want to be able to talk to him a couple of times before it all goes to shit…

i just feel so awful when theres a vc and im in there and i just dont talk…it makes me feel so useless…

but i will tell him soon…i will…