>>82510866
>added a foid from here because i have no access to women irl
>we talk for 2+ish years
>say we want to marry eachother and grow old together
>shes finally free for a week
>she says she wants to meet me
>i pay for her flight
>1.5 weeks before she is supposed to come, she texts me and says "i dont think its going to work out"
>sperg out at her
>she gets mad that i sperg out and makes fun of me and calls me a loser and how miserable my life is
>says she loved me a month ago but now she says she hasnt loved me for a while
>i cry twice over the next few days
>reach back out a week later to get closure
>i push her for an actual reason and i find out the DAY she broke up with me, she got asked out by a guy in real life
>while being in a relationship with the other guy, she says "im still considering coming over just to fuck you desu..." and sends me a lewd video because "its hot that i dont have access to her and i cant have sex with her irl" and masturbates that im being cucked (WHILE BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER GUY FOR A WEEK)

i genuinely hate women, idk. i havent learned anything because i added a cute redhead foid from here a little bit ago and we are planning to meet now too. and she says "i wont cancel on you". boy i hope not