>discovered masturbating
>she was the first thing I thought of
>She was beautiful
>Athletic
>Walked 5 miles everyday
>I was 14
>she saw my search history on the family computer that was complied of incest stories of mom and son
>She freaked but eventually dropped it. >she would always flirt with me
>especially when drunk
>Wag her tongue at me
>tell me to quit looking at her boobs
> I wasnt
>would use her dirty panties every day
>one night high off my ass I told her I had a problem
Got the courage to tell her I was attracted to her annd fighting urges
She was flattered
>said it was totally normal
>Fast forward 15 years
>Shes diagnosed terminal cancer spring 2019
>We go visit sister in California