I'm tired of pretending I don't want a wife, children, and a family. I literally don't give a shit about myself and see no future for myself or why I should work so hard if I don't have the possibility for a family. Work hard to afford copes and date people who are not serious and don't give a shit about settling down until they are 33. I crave a greater project, which is a family. How the fuck are other guys so driven when they don't have gfs/wives/children?

My normie friends said I (a 27 y/o virgin loser) need to get out more and dragged me to a Halloween bar crawl with them. They're currently all sitting around in the kitchen one of their girlfriend's apartment drinking beers before we go out to presumably drink more beers. I'm posting this from the bathroom.
There's about 6 girls here who are already all wasted and are currently in the living room shrieking and clapping because one of their single friends just matched with a Chad on tinder and she's (in their words) "going to get some dick tonight!"
Happens in your country?

I wasted a fucking fortune on that shit. Not on drugs, not on coke, not on women, not on travelling, not on gambling. But fucking alcohol bled my pockets dry

Bros, I'm starting to experience withdrawal. Arc Raiders is such a fun game. idk if it's a good representation of the genre, I never played tarkov and the ubi division games so this is my first extraction shooter experience and I'm fucking addicted.

taking quarters out of grandma's change jar so I can get drunk again

>spend ungodly amounts of time fearing a hypothetical situation with your life
>eventually manage to convince yourself said situation won't happen as a coping mechanism and partially forget about it
>it happens anyway and manifests in the worst way possible
Is there a single more traumatizing thing a human can experience in their country?

Is being a guy just shit for the first 30 years of life? If I were to look at my life, it has probably been more shit than not. Hardly any friends, gf, and no money. Of course there might be some bias on here, but isn't that partly the reason why we are seeing the rise of the right wing? The only positives I have are not having any health issues, and the hope to have enough money by 30+ to fuck off occasionally on vacations to places and hobbies (if ww3 doesn't break out).