i met a girl on /soc/ and she said she wanted to marry me after like a week of chatting and hanging out irl twice and i agreed bc i thought she was fucking around and we hung out three more times after that and passionately made out in her car but now im getting scared of marrying her because what if she's a psycho or i realize that i'm emotionally incapable of a proper relationship because of being a retard but she's super nice and hot and sweet and she was the first woman i kissed and it was the most amazing thing ever and i think she wouldn't have kissed me if i didn't say i was going to marry her so it would break her heart if i changed my mind but i also don't want to change my mind because she says she will love me no matter what bros help me what do i do
