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so i guess at this time all i can hope is that there's just maybe one of you out here who can see that i'm hurting really fucking bad, and that i'm pretty sick to my stomach about the problems i seemingly have created for us both.
but like fuck it, right? i should be able to just dissociate, stop this nonsense, and move the fuck on right? but no, it always come back. the voices never leave. i feel like i'm going insane. just batshit fucking crazy. it makes zero sense to not be able to fall asleep because i'm worried i'll have another dream about her.