>>281534749
Hope without actions is worthless.
If you keep living for Homura's sake, what can make you say for certain that the future will be better?
What if it becomes worse? Would not you in that case feel betrayed by Homura because she kept you agonizing and ignorant believing in false hopes.
Like an illusion that tells you that something is close but as you get nearer that oasis will go further away.
That transition from hope to despair will be stronger. That energy is what kyubey wants from you. If you don't believe in yourself you will only feed kyubeys of this world. Sad to say, maybe Mami was not that wrong to consider suicide(PSP) as an option stop supporting kyubey and his system.