How do I stop becoming emotionally attuned with authority figures but also hating them and shit talking them behind their back?
Why do I have to be two faced, why can't I be neutral? I feel like people can inherently take power over me at face level just by basic social interaction but there's a secondary force that wants to destroy them that I suppress as long as I can.
I feel like it is normal to a degree when I look around but somehow I'm always the one who gets caught

>>60726508
You’re a fucking loser. Willing to end it over $25k? Just go be a fucking security guard in a liberal city. I make $25/hr to sit on my ass

now you understand my power