>very lonely person
>romantically and intimately starved
>on the spectrum
>there's a woman at the office with an incredible ass
>I mean REMARKABLE
>out of a doujinshi, doesn't look real
>she's kinda quirky, has developed a bit of a reddit personality
>my brain, starved for affection immediately develops limerence for her
>barely interact with her, still obsessed
>notice it's becoming a problem, notice the obsession, recognize the limerence
>I've dealt with limerence multiple times and will likely deal with it again
>take action by separating myself from her, intentionally planting negative thoughts about her, and recognizing her as a limerent object as much as possible
>it takes time, but it works
>last week she asks me for a favor that I can easily take care of on my own
>before I even answer she's speed walking to me to join me
>alright
>I'm awkward and quiet, just try to move on and get it done with
>this causes me to a take a step back in my limerence rejection, but I manage to recover
>today she asks me for the same favor
>I see the notification, get up without reading the message
>do a big stretch, open the message, type out a response
>she's at my desk before I can even send it
>I get what I need to do the favor, she's gone
>alright, I'll go knock it out, I can't get caught waiting
>as I'm passing through a door I hear her jogging
>she squeezes in the door right behind me "sorry, sorry I fell behind"
>I get her what she asked for
>she won't take it
>clearly acting to get to me to walk her back to her desk
>alright I'll play along I guess
>she doesn't even stop before we get into her department's office
>I have to say "here you go" and get her to take the stuff
>can't stop thinking about her
DON'T DO THIS TO ME DON'T DO THIS TO ME DON'T DO THIS TO ME