>>33550526
You cant really gain or lose time. Every day just being alive is remarkable. 24 hours In a day and we are both living & dying every second. Only thing thats permanent is death. You still have today to do whatever you wanna do. My advice is to love yourself, respect your past (must've done something right if your still alive), let go of your past, and just have fun. Its never gonna be a moment where everything is perfect in life, so just keep going man. You can get a gf or not, but neither will define your life or really change whatever longing is in your heart. We are creatures who are constantly hungry. Just go with it anon, good days, bad days, life is grey, but just try and find a reason to smile everyday.