>>11354251 [2/4]
later I even got a 9" one (no balls), this is huge, 4cm diameter - this made me do deeper clean and hack my diet so I'm super clean when I'm in mood for some. this was great, alternating between this and small dildos. still I kept getting refractory period and the dreaded realization. I pushed through, but the DIY toy broke and I was left with the dildos and the lube, the lube is also starting to irritate me but the trick was to moisturize your hole before applying lube but I stopped using it altogether as it couldn't last after an hour with my long sessions and I had to keep reapplying and it was chinesium.
, then I moved on to glass dildo - this was game changer. then got some cbd after some anons said something about thc being great, best thing to ever happen. this made my prostate easier to access and have somewhat sensitized my butt area, to the point my butt is so puffed out when aroused. I also changed to using oil lube. after following on anon's post about following the feeling where your butt tries to contract - new anal HFO unlocked - going intense with the toy makes me squeeze hard, ass contractions, and then pee, it feels like 40% pleasure from ejaculation but I could do it subsequently for several hours until I have squirted about a liter and I don't even need to ejaculate semen so I have no refractory. there are days where it feels 0% pleasurable but mostly it's pleasurable but it comes in weird cycles and probably depend on my diet and stuff. I'm pretty sure it's closest to female orgasm one can get.