I’m a white guy and I imagine I am a woman dating men. I sometimes look at gay porn where I imagine I am the twink.

I like hot men and they are usually white. I find black men ugly and think some of the supposed sexy blacked stars are ugly. Jax Sayer for example is like a 4/10.

I find black men ugly but have a bbc fetish. It annoys me as I want a sexuality similar to a woman not a Troon bbc fetish. I also fetish the idea of black men being extra sexual and dominant/aggressive and objectifying/touching my body. There might also be a humiliation element of it being horrible to be fucked by a black man.

I know white men are actually hotter and niggers are ugly so how do I get rid of my black fetish?