eth 4350 traded, intc bussin in the pre-pre-premarket. just got up from my 3rd sleep of the day, having some tea, about to hit the gym. gonna lift but not my full circuit, lingering soreness from my last lift day 2 days ago and still have knee inflammation, so mostly just upper body work today. gonna go out for food afterwards if i can get there in time. probly gonna be up all night again unfortunately, sleep is absolutely busted, i don't know why i can't be normal but that's the way it is. did dream but there's so much on my mind i forgot them immediately.
you were a pretty good girl today babe, all in all, and you apologized to me for the first time, that's huge progress as well. i've never seen you show remorse before, shows me you do have a bit of a heart. i appreciate that a lot, it's not weakness or cowardly, that was the strongest and bravest i've ever seen you, hoping for more. i'm here for you and i'll always love you.