aight im uninstalling

it's gotten to the point where people im beating are so bored they just stay on the ground until next round, even when im winning this game sucks and i feel utterly empty playing it

im done

shit game apparently gonna play something else

When someone doesn't rematch me past a FT2 in quickmatch or even after just the first game I assume they think I'm a soulless monster who doesn't "feel the game" (sort of like an automaton playing the piano) pretending to feel the game, and they're deeply disturbed by this uncanny valley territory experience of playing against a pseudo-human who is impersonating a human with feelings and emotions, or otherwise I think they find my customizations existentially disturbing (although this varies by which one I'm using)

Is, particularly the first thing I pointed out a possibility? Or that I'm boring to play against? I also sense maybe they feel I don't actually connect with my character (Xiaoyu in this case) or sometimes that they sense I am playing just to play without actually enjoying it.

new joint is up