Since you said you wanted to hear about my dreams of you, I'll tell you.
Sometimes I have different ones, but it's mostly these two scenarios.

In the first, we’re on break time, about to have lunch. I’ve seen you in different places: a medieval longhouse, an oasis, the Latin karaoke VRChat room, my former office, my old apartment, even the food court I eat at now. But no matter the place, it's always the same. You ask for soup and a plate of chicken with green rice. I get served the latter, except there’s also a giant mango taking up most of the plate. I want to give it to you since I know you like them, but when I look again it’s turned into a papaya. I wish it hadn’t, because now it feels useless, so I just pretend it isn’t there. We eat, and it always ends with you leaving, while I’m left wondering what to do with this fruit.

In the other, the scenario is me patrolling the cargo zone of the airport, I always see you from behind, like you’re just about to turn around a corner. I hear your voice, I can even smell that vanilla coconut scent you used to mention. But I can’t see you clearly. I ask you why you won’t just stand still. You say something, and I get the feeling that it's really important, but I can’t hear clearly. I try to reply, but my voice never comes out. I shout, and you notice it. But just as you’re about to repeat it, the dream fades, and I never find out.

Oh, wait there is a third one, I wake saying "you're only mine" and stuff like that (THIS PUT ME IN BIG TROUBLE). But I don’t remember much of those, only that they feel like first person replays of your streams, except it’s just the two of us.