>stop taking hrt (detrans nonbinary mtf manmoder or whatever)
>Misanthropic thoughts 24/7
>Life is miserable, blackballed constantly
>Just walk around in the rain at night smashing nicotine
>Constantly derealising at work or feeling like I despise all my coworkers for being shit

Is this just testosterone or what? I forgot what regular T and estrogen levels feel like