>>41346350
im on day 4 or so and i feel good.

I've started applying new methods and tactics after learning from my past relapses and now SR feels so much easier and less stressful than it was before. Don't get me wrong i still get urges but this time around they're very easy to overcome and ignore.

No I didn't
And once I have the power I will:
>take his wife and childrens and murder them right in front of him
>Take his father and mother and sibling and burn them alive right in front of him
>Take off his eye balls
>cut his arms
>Cut his legs
>cut his nose
>starving him for 3 days
>Skin him alive then throw him in fire or bowling oil (I didn't choose yet)

>What happen?
He was a cowerd that bully me, when I fucked him up he broke up brought his frindes and beat me up then he bully me agian, it was unending cycle untill the school was finished.
When his frindes didn't come to the school he used to run because he knew how badly I would fuck him and since I didn't have any frindes I had to live with either being bullied by a faggot that I can beat up with one arm or getting beating from 7-12 guy.
I never forgot and will never forgive, one day I my fantsy will become real