im going to quit this. im quitting you. i hate you with all my heart. you hate me. but im going to become a better person im going to become a real human being. im realising the 'self' and turning it into something real. ill do whatever it takes ill stare at a wall until i cant think anymore if thats what i have to do. it all sickens me. if i had the power i would tear it down with my own hands. god, im so awful what is wrong with me.

i had my headphones in so i couldnt hear him. do you know what he said?

my country is an international embarrassment.