I really don't want to log in because I don't feel like sweating over UR, it's so stressful trying to min-max my teams and then spending hours trying to swap teammates to average out 5 good teams without compromising their damage but I always end up frontloading 1 team and the others suffer. Seriously, it feels like I'm suffocating thinking about it.

I can't even feel good about the end result because I'm high sync level and perform on par with players 100 levels below me. It's like spending 4 hours painting only to draw a square and triangle attached and calling it a beautiful pastoral painting of a house.