>>41653741
there must be a tinge of truth in this…reading what you wrote about boymoders going deeper and deeper each trance and being putty made my stomach tingle and feel butterflies…

i wish someone could put me in a trance so bad…i wish someone would turn my brain into putty and train me…
i really want someone to implant and train triggers and make me forget about them but idk ill probably stay a khhv boymoder forever

>>41461640
why must you say things like this? i wish i was larping and i wish i wasn’t this pathetic

but i am. i am incredibly pathetic and desire this man i will never be able to approach in a romantic sense.
i will never be able to be there for him, to be his rock
i will never be his shoulder to cry on
i will never be his good girl
i will never be able to make breakfast for him in the morning
i will never be able to nurture him back to health
i will never ever be able to make him happy

it absolutely breaks my heart into a million pieces