>>103220947
The point of watching vtubers is to engage in the _illusion_ that I'm interacting with a hot woman
If I wanted to do that literally I'd go outside
But I don't want to do that because my reality is warped and twisted by mental illness to the point where I've given up all hope of returning to normality. Talking to women irl feels like I'm leading them on because at the end of the day I'm an unstable lunatic who is incompatible with society
vtubers are at just the right arm's length distance that they make my life less lonely while avoiding contamination from the Eldritch horrors that haunt me
Some of you are alright, don't go on the ships.