20
MTF
Bangor, Maine, US.
>About
Auburn/Red Hair
Freckles
Fair Skin
32DD (37 in. bust, 32 band)
5'6
<= 150 pounds
Loser tranny moidmoder masochist. 1Y HRT. Doesn't look like a woman, but it is subhuman to be fair. Someone should probably put it down.
>Interests
Reading erotica
Writing
Music
Gaming
Ships, submarines, ocean
>Into
Knives, guns, drugplay, breathplay, petplay, impactplay, cnc, etc.
>Looking for
21+ Trans/Cis Woman
Sadist; harsh, unrelenting
Being a stress toy
Red Flags
Mutually obsessive attention
>Not looking for
Moids, ageplay, piss, shit
>Discord
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how do you even go about getting yourself killed as a tranny
the best plan i've got is to present as the moid i am on grindr, meet up, he'll see i have tits and hopefully that's enough to put me down.
im subhuman atp, so it's not like you'd really be killing a person.
my brain and body are broken, and not from just the tranny shit, im just fucked. if i was born the right sex i'd still be just as screwed up. being a tranny is just the straw that breaks the camel's back or wtv.
so i've come to realize everything is pointless, it's dumb to continue struggling, all im here for is to suffer. the only issue is i'm too much of a fucking dumbass and coward to kill myself.
i need someone to put me down, like an animal because i deserve nothing more than that. i've given up on the "getting raped and killed" fantasy and just set my sights on the "getting killed" part because of how unrealistic it is to ask for both. and because it's not appealing at this point.
the masochistic feelings are hardly exciting anymore, it's just numb now, so i really have nothing. i've been constantly disassociating, feeling like i'm out of my body, feeling unreal even as i tug at my skin. not feeling like a person or even myself anymore when i talk to people.
i dont want to tell friends, family, or my therapist, because i need this to happen. i just need this pathetic, disgusting life to end. i have never had a point where my life has consistently gotten better, maybe for a moment, but then at about the same time i'll hit my new lowest point.
i get up, knocked down on my ass, i try getting up then im knocked down on my ass again before i can even do that.
its a shame it has to be through men because they are a lot easier to provoke. already such a small group of people that would kill a tranny, even smaller would be trying to find women willing to do so. thats my only more likely option atp.
im not looking for positivity, im looking for advice on how to do this successfully, or if anyone is willing to offer.
maine, usa.
im subhuman atp, so it's not like you'd really be killing a person.
my brain and body are broken, and not from just the tranny shit, im just fucked. if i was born the right sex i'd still be just as screwed up. being a tranny is just the straw that breaks the camel's back or wtv.
so i've come to realize everything is pointless, it's dumb to continue struggling, all im here for is to suffer. the only issue is i'm too much of a fucking dumbass and coward to kill myself.
i need someone to put me down, like an animal because i deserve nothing more than that. i've given up on the "getting raped and killed" fantasy and just set my sights on the "getting killed" part because of how unrealistic it is to ask for both. and because it's not appealing at this point.
the masochistic feelings are hardly exciting anymore, it's just numb now, so i really have nothing. i've been constantly disassociating, feeling like i'm out of my body, feeling unreal even as i tug at my skin. not feeling like a person or even myself anymore when i talk to people.
i dont want to tell friends, family, or my therapist, because i need this to happen. i just need this pathetic, disgusting life to end. i have never had a point where my life has consistently gotten better, maybe for a moment, but then at about the same time i'll hit my new lowest point.
i get up, knocked down on my ass, i try getting up then im knocked down on my ass again before i can even do that.
its a shame it has to be through men because they are a lot easier to provoke. already such a small group of people that would kill a tranny, even smaller would be trying to find women willing to do so. thats my only more likely option atp.
im not looking for positivity, im looking for advice on how to do this successfully, or if anyone is willing to offer.
maine, usa.