I have not risen high enough upon the ladder of creative work to rest my life upon its rungs;
yet I have climbed far enough that to release my grasp would cast me down into total poverty hell

I found myself venting about the same problem over and over on the internet and I seemingly cannot be helped with this, or rather I know what the answer is and I know steps I have to take in order to finally move on. Problem is, I can't stop talking about this problem which is the most recent breakup (it's been tough on me in particular). It's not like it makes me feel better or anything, I sort of just relive that moment again of comfort when I get to talk about her again.
I won't get in depth as to what the problem is because that's not the case, what I need solution to is to stop talking about it non stop.