>ASL
20 almost 21 / F / Upstate/Central NY

>About me
failed-NEET, semi-got my life together 2 years ago because of a breif manic episode, now just winging it but hopeful with my breath held.
A bit mentally ill, mostly effects me internally.
Distant if we dont click immediately and you arent insistent/clingy. I ghost if I don't feel it or if youre weird; I hate confrontation.
I can use the words faggot and retard a lot.
I have been told I'm a very unique and odd person.
Mean sometimes, I like to rif. No one overly sensitive.
Im trying to learn Russian, if you care.

>Looking for
I hate my stupid femcel life and need something to hold on to, so id like a guy to have a fake sort-of relationship with where we flirt with eachother and LARP intimacy (Ive never had a relationship b4, 2 fwb).
We can flirt while we play vidya (I prefer ror2, girlslop comfy games, roblox...) or watch bodycam footage on yt.
If we hit it off, we could even meet one day, but I doubt it because /soc/ kind of sucks for actual connection (for me at least).
I just need validation and attention and a bit of a simulacrum of love and tenderness and care.
I prefer to VC esp at first to develop rapport w eachother and see if we mesh, Im dry af over text and hate doing it unless I know someone.
Also please don't be completely ugly. Im not the biggest looker, but Im like at least cute enough to have experienced weird grey area sexual harassment IRL before.
Quirked up white boys preferred.
PLEASE LET ME EVENTUALLY ADD YOU ON INSTA SO I CAN SEND REELS!! Im so much drier on discord than insta... discord is for vetting...


>Not looking for
Immediate NSFW (crass banter OK), people who wont VC ever, people who hate yappers, anyone way older than me (like 4+ years)

>Discord
paranoid.femoid (it's an alt, I want to vet you first)

Probably wont get back to you until after work tomorrow (~5:00pm) since I won't have access to my phone during work this week.
I get overwhelmed easily as a disclaimer.