>>938385768
>felt more masturbatory than gay
I know exactly what you mean. I've fooled around with my twin brother a bunch, and I know it sounds like a desperate cope to claim "oh it's not *really* sex, we just help each other cum, it's basically just masturbation I swear!"... but that's seriously how it feels whenever we hook up.

Like, I'm not sexually or romantically attracted to him at all... he looks just like me, that'd be fucking narcissistic lol. It's more like we're taking turns using each other like fleshlights/dildos than anything. Sex with with other people (whether male or female) is a totally different experience than doing shit with my brother.