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I think you're a lot more resilient than you give yourself credit for; think of how much less work normies have to put into day-to-day life, they'd be breaking down too if they had to combat their own brains on the weekly (or more)
I don't blame you for keeping people at an arm's length; how many times can a person get burned before they just stop turning the stove on, after all
You're so good at talking though, if you were just given a chance, you could definitely win hearts
(Sorry, I'm finally getting sleepy)
You're good, Anon, I want for your life to be good too, you absolutely deserve that much