>>82169495
>Why do you care so much about female approval?
I have a biological imperative to seek out attention from women and I feel great when I obtain it. I'm God's strongest girl lover.

I began the process of binding a girl I knew online, who died, soul to my own. I felt that she should've been in this realm longer, and I wanted to meet her for real. The initial ritual succeeded, and now I can feel her in my body but shes faint so I must continue binding her. I didn't really care about the consequences at the moment , so how fucked am I eternally?