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Your decision of how to spend those days comes easy, after feeling that flash of power once more. You spend each of your days at rest in meditation. But not meditating as you had when working on your Foresight, focused on feeling the flow of the force throughout reality. Instead, you turn your focus inward. Focusing on your Berserker Soul instead, diving deep into the powerful soul itself. While Freeza is out in the void working on his ki, controlling his energy, manipulating it, and shaping it, your focus is entirely inwards. Every fifth day, you stop pushing yourself physically, turning your entire focus in to the source of your strength.

For the next three months, you don't make much progress. Occasionally you'd tap into that power momentarily when sparring Freeza, but never consistently. And on your meditation, much of your time was spent battling the Berserker Soul's rage as you let it engulf and envelop you. But as you keep training with Freeza, every day taking a few minutes to meditate, to focus on your soul and align yourself with it, you find the meditation soon becomes easier. Even when engulfed in the Berserker Soul's rage, the fiery emerald aura blazing around you, power raised to its maximum, you can remain calm.

And that calm is the key. The calming focus on your meditation, as the Berserker Soul's fury rampages through you, allows you to peer even deeper. Past the rage and anger, only to find even greater hate and rage. Peeling back layer after layer, only to find each is more vengeful than the one before it, all the way to the Berserker Soul's core. Nestled deep inside the fiery soul, at it's center, is a white-hot rage so intense, that the first time you come into contact with it while meditating, it overwhelms you. Obliterating your senses, only to see Freeza looking down concerned.

“Karn? What happened?” he asks, brows furrowed in concern. “One moment you were meditating, the next I heard you screaming. And by the time I'd turned around you'd already gone silent, and collapsed.”
“I found it.” you smile weakly up at him. “I found that power within me.”
“Oho? So, you think you can finally take that form, then?” he asks, you shaking your head. Seeing the disappointment clear on his face at your denial.
“No. Not yet. Just because I found it doesn't mean I can use it. I have a long way to go until I can wield that power whenever I want.” you reply, sitting back up into your meditative position. “But now that I've found it, the real progress can start.”


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