>>941510129
First and only gay experience was when I was like 8. My best friend at the time was moving to the other side of the state and I said we need to do something special for our last sleepover together so we spent the whole day naked. We went skinny dipping (got his older brother to join us), played video games naked, tried and failed to watch porn on the pay-per-view channels, and that night we got ourselves hard and laid on top of each other kind of like frotting because we had no idea what we were doing.
Ever since then I've been too self-conscious and filled with self-loathing to ever try anything else with another guy