>>33918299
I wasted my youth, I'm so behind everyone else my age. I never had a social circle to fuck around with, never had a woman to love, never made any unforgettable memories to one day tell my family. Meanwhile there are 16 year olds that I know personally who go to college parties and have already fucked 20+ women. There are literal children who mog me in every conceivable way. Why the fuck did I have to be born to retarded enabler parents? I wish my mom would've just killed me in the womb desu.

You can't make up for lost time, there's nothing I can do about it and it just feels so utterly debilitating. Like my failures in life is just natural selection running its course. I now need to reparent myself while everyone else my age gets to have fun and have sex and go on road trips and shit. I'm so fucking broken and lonely and I just feel so goddamn impotent