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That explains why my dreams are all blank and I lack the constant presence of a male figure in my life. Why I was raised by woman and why I can't leave her side even though my relationship with my Father in Heaven do depend on me becoming a man. It doesn't count that I spent the greater part of my life living away from both the Gaia and the Alfa. But now that I want Alfa's attention, he has his back turned on me and will not acknowledge me and does not care to even want to utter a single word at me. All I want is to share a beach day with you and some ice cream. like in the old The Way.