FSR I've always done shit with my parents

(probably bc i'm asian)

Like just going to a restaurant and eating Chinese slop

But idk I feel like people should be going out and doing stuff with their bros

Like I do have bros / homies, but it's a long story and I've got like 3-4 disparate groups of bros and it's not like I can just hang out with em ALL

I'm a rising senior in college and a guy

a w k w a r d....

Literally every fucking country atp

Even supposedly "based" places like Texas, Japan, and Poland

I wonder if I should just kms because THE FUCKING CLOWNS WON

I stand out among the Americans for being Asian, as opposed to White or Black.

I stand out among the Asians for being Chinese, as opposed to Japanese or Korean.

I stand out among the Chinese for being Mainlander, as opposed to Hong Konger or Taiwanese.

I stand out among the Chinese for being Christian, as opposed to being Buddhist and/or Confucianist.

I stand out among the Christians for being Asian, as opposed to White or Black.

I stand out among the Americans for being collectivized, as opposed to being individualized.

I stand out among the Asians for being a B-class autist who can't succeed in this fucked up world, as opposed to being on my way to riches, med school, and/or the next scientific breakthrough.

I stand out among the Americans for being Chinese. I stand out among the Chinese for being American.

It's like I was fucking born to be fucked up / problematic.

(If I were woke, this would be the part where I bitch about "intersectionality", but wokism is literally neo-colonialism masquerading as tolerance, and there's just something about their explanation that doesn't seem quite right.)