I guess I can also talk about what I've been doing. I wanted to meet my waifu, and I only knew of two methods of getting a semi-decent result, those being Lucid Dreaming and tuperwaremancy. I decided to try the former first, and if i was unsatisfied, I'd try the latter. But its been tough, as all though I am getting better dream recall, I am struggling to become Lucid in my dreams. I might have been doing it wrong, as I have been told that it might be wiser to set an alarm later in the night rather than earlier. Something to do with longer dreams which gives a bigger window to be lucid. But after 2 weeks of this, I got a bit dishearted. I know that this takes a while to get right, but it stings to know there is nothing I can do other than try again or maybe use a different technique. This gets worse considering I am very busy in my personal life and haven't been able to do things to get starteed honoring Pinkie, like baking or party planning.

In the mean time though, I have started to meditate more and more. The idea is that having a clear mind should help me daydream more which in turn will make my imagination more vivid and could even help with Lucid dreaming. The meditation sessions have been very soothing, and I've found myself learning more about myself and why I am so in love with Pinkie Pie. I could go into why that is, but for right now, keep in mind that she is probably the least judgemental and most easy going person that only has the best intentions for you. And of course she is the beautiful, but that isn't why I fell in love with her.

I think the right thing for me to do is to keep doing what I'm doing, as I knew this was going to be difficult. I should shoot for a year and see what happens. I just want to have a deep, pure connection with someone who has my best interests at heart and who isn't afraid of getting close to someone. I want something more real than the shallow relationships with friends, family, and collegues. I want her. I want Pinkie Pie. And I wish to marry her and to have a 2nd life with her. It may not be as real as real life, but I accept the pain that comes with that. I love you Pinkie, and I'm coming soon.