I thought testosterone-e would give me the body I always wanted. The gains were fast, but so were the side effects. Acne hit hardcysts everywhere, painful, and spreading. I tried everything to fix it, but it only got worse. Soon, I had deep scars, permanent damage. My body wasn’t mine anymore, and the pain, both physical and emotional, never stopped. I chased perfection, but ended up with a ruined body. It wasn’t worth it.