I love this sort of sad romance and girls with mental health issues are the only girls worth pursuing because they have a soul. Smoking is bad for you though and if I ever get a gf I will convince her to stop. I've never taken drugs but they sound fun, much more fun than alcohol and ciggarettes. I love the outdoors and I like to imagine taking long trips with our bikes or driving into a forest and then wandering around it while holding hands and talking about everything and anything or simply staying silent. Also rolling out a blanket on a meadown inside the forest, lying down there and cuddling and forgetting about the world.