>>41493515
you sound like you've made some good progress anon, hope you wind up getting that job (that would be massive).
Feeling like the real non-psychotic you is doing fine is probably going to be a rather big asset for you in terms of managing psychosis long term, if I had to guess. at least that is the general tendency I've seen in the people I know on the schizophrenia spectrum irl.

>How are you guys doing on with your goals this year?
my #1 accomplishment is probably moving away from my parents and maintaining as much distance between myself and my family as I can without going no contact.
being able to walk and talk more like a normal person again, physically, and for standing my ground and fixing my infections on my own when the doctors wouldnt listen is another big one.
my goal was to get away and become as independent as possible and this is far more progress than I had thought possible, just not enough to be sustainable yet. there is still work to be done and I can't feel a sense of victory yet for that reason. there is still that feeling that i need to get my shit together, but also that it doesnt matter anymore, and that i should give up and die. it just doesnt have the same feeling of urgency as often as it did last year