Trying not to feel fomo about drawing because everyone else is pumping out nuhu art and farming tons of (you)s (which give artists power, much like an emotional vampire) and I don't have time to draw right now and can't absorb their energy so I won't have any power for the day. Truly having a life is cursed, I'm so jealous of no-lifers. My own version of heaven would be hanging out alone in my room on pre-2010 style internet being able to draw, watch anime and game as much as I want ffffsssss why do I have to be a slave to my biology, why couldn't I just be a shut in otaku like I was meant to be? Damn it all! Curses! Mmmrrrhhahhhhhhhhhgghgggghhrgehrhfjfhhsmfns *dies*