I have a good life and a well paid secure job that will last until retirement, by which point I will be in a very rural area in with my wife.
I want to enjoy watching the destruction of society around me. I want to see Islam and niggers take over the cities, the welfare state fall apart, and cities like London to become unliveable. I want to see the EU fail, for China to become the new USA.
Ultimately, I would love for there to be sufficient civil unrest for me to get involved in the execution of leftists. But that might be too much to hope for.