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... been glorious! In truth, that would be a horrible place to shoot on. I bet so many of those people were panicking (?? or packing). Even tho that was a gun-free avenue, because of the area (?? strange word, says 'ariya'), I bet thay had guns anyway. Pick a liberal location that is a gun free zone. I was imitating what a full auto gun mounted on one of the many interior windows, aimed right at the head level. I would start shooting far away from the door, then as I strafe across the room, people will be feeling toward the main enterance/exist. There will be a nice cluster (?? says 'klostr') of faggots to mow down. I am so close to death. I feel easy (? says 'ify') on whater or not I want to kill people. I do know I want to end my life, I think of the last things I want to do before I die. It's game over, do what you want. Let yourself free! I can, at least, make it very easy for myself by owning guns, having plan and by giving up on life.