>>23030999
>The best part about making your own music is that its custom made to you.
True. I'm scared that all that I'm doing for music will become wasted and I will end up as a nobody and that my music in the future won't be good enough.
Lately I have had moments where I was unsure if a melody I heard in my head is mine or another persons music. In the past I didn't have that since my melodies/music in general used to suck way more. So that could be a good sign that I'm improving.
You don't seem to care much about music in the same way I do. I feel like if I can't become great at music then it's pointless for me to live
