>>16760238
Usually at the top and bottom parts of life, you learn that there is a simplicity to existence that makes it great. People that are average usually don't understand that and overcomplicate things that should be viewed through the lenses of simplicity. Instead, they overcomplicate and overthink things to a point where it may not make any sense.

At least that is what I have gathered over the years.

>>16760323
It usually starts with a bad relationship with your mother. I suggest going to therapy and talking to a professional. Avoid a woman specialist and speak to a man so you can get on the same level.