>wake up early for some reason
>put on her ASMR and fall asleep again
>wake up well rested
>wish she had a good sleep too
>remember all the hard work she did
>drink a cocoa to her name
>look at my favorite polaroid
>hope she can feel relaxed today
>"Yo sé que debería estar descansando pero ahora quiero hacer stream"
>smile because that’s just so her
>check discord
>VTube Studio
>heh, she must be playing with the new model
>clean my room
>have lunch
>hope she eats something good too
>consider going for a moca but laziness wins
>sit in front of the PC again
>check discord again
>VTube Studio
>remember yesterday
>"tonto"
>have my brain melt again
>"I couldn't adjust the mouth tracking like I wanted, so I’ll fix that"
>imagine her making cute little gestures
>fantasize about her eyes moving side to side
>picture her leaning close to the screen
>saying “I love you”
>blowing kisses
>wish they were for me
>wish they were for me
>wish they were for me
>wish they were for me
>wish they were for me

>another sleepless night
>"what a quiet day"
>can't shake off the feeling of impending disaster
>sit at the computer
>stare blankly at the screen
>remember all the things I'd rather be doing
>don't do anything anyways
>just sit in silence
>remember time before I met her passed the same way
>realize how she's been saving me from myself
>realize how irreplaceable she is to me
>never took time with her for granted
>but still haven't done anything good for her
>just hope for the day I can give back too
I can't say I'm not disgusting, but at least this part isn't a lie.
gm mao