Theoretically I should be able to use astral projection or an NDE to kill myself right? Like how do I get myself into a situation where I meet with entities that give me a choice of "go back and live your life" or "die and move on". I want to get to that place. I'm going to be 33 years old soon and my injuries, pain, poverty, loneliness, and being Canadian, etc. are just unbearable.

Slav here. Why are the Orthodox shilled now in every single thread about churches/religion? Is it because nobody has experience with it? I've met a guy from /pol/ who also told me to go become Orthodox and I asked him okay which church do you go to and he said he doesn't go to one. Yet he insists. He kept this up too for several months then eventually changed up his personality again and now doesn't, I have a few friends like that who follow some new fad and change their whole personality every season basically. Another friend of mine shills Catholicism but when I told him which is the most based Catholic church in our area and to come with me to visit he refused and had some excuses about it saying the Catholic churches are feminist which is a poor excuse in my mind since his argument was more so addressed at the pope and the churches he'd visited and not the one I wanted him to visit. Anyways it's just weird that everyone I know who is a /pol/tard shills for some branch of Christianity that is obscure to them and they have no experience with, whereas everyone with actual experience with a church that extends beyond "I just started going" has nothing but long tirades of why not to. I've known several churches that have all gotten excited by the occasional random white man coming to visit them and started talking about a "revival" and then months later the guy is gone and sick of it. There is a severe lack of spirituality and a severe lack of pussy in the churches so I don't see why anyone would go to any of them unless they're extremely lonely and hungry like me. There's no soup kitchens open Saturday to Monday near me so one way I get free food is going to churches that say they will have food.