26/hrtfemme/anypronouns
a bit of a wistful thing.

I'm a NEET and cant decide what to take for college/uni (but I have funding for whatever)
I was thinking maybe psych? Not sure

I recently started therapy and have been transforming my life. Its just a bit lonely + I struggle to meet people irl because I get nervous

I get told I am attractive regardless of how I identify, but i dont actually care that much. I just want to exist~

i have a feminine male sounding voice and am 6ft, curvy with tits not really fat just a bit extra that im already losing. I like to dress darker and lean toward a solemn nature in public. I can also get kinda hyper when im vulnerable cause adhd

Ive lived a lot of lives and have a lot of stories. I've seen shit most people haven't, and a lot of my childhood fucked me up. I'm a painslut, favor a 24/7 power dynamic over bedroom role playing and dont get obsessively attached(unless you want me too). I'm usually my own person though

In my free time im usually writing fantasy romance stories, creating chaos in my music software or sitting here thinking.

Im mixed ethnicities but have always spoken english.

I dont have any real expectations but I figured why not. I'll post anyway

My discord is hrtfreak if you feel like adding me

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