Do women know they are "the prize" or are they oblivious to it?

>mom does something insanely stupid which inconveniences everyone around her
>i get frustrated
>she gets angry at me for becoming frustrated
>i am the one that ends up getting blamed and has to apologize at the end

I am 100% convinced that i wouldnt be misogynistic if it wasn't for my mom. her day to day behavior i have to witness turned me into an incel

I always act as if I'm being watched. Not in a schizo type of way, but like I'm performing for people. Even when I am alone. I am whoring myself out. I'm being a whore. I am not authentic. I am not myself.

How the fuck do you stomach browsing this place. Let alone ENJOY IT.
Braindead discord obsessed highschool zoomies don't even bother replying I know that you get easily entertained by garbage. Kys