>>724155041
the only time I ever touched a girl in my life was in middle school when we were practicing a dance that we were all supposed to do at the end of the year, and a girl was forcefully paired with me
the dance included touching the girl's shoulder and she just looked so uncomfortable the entire routine, when I touched her shoulder it felt like she was about to bury herself in the ground. after 2 minutes of practice I just left and nobody, including the teachers, cared enough to call me back in. I didn't go to the dance at the end of the year either and nobody said a single word about it despite the dance being "obligatory" for everyone
I wonder what kind of fucked up thing it is about me that even as a normal child I was girl repellant personified, apparently.