>>11356804
> If I wanted to analyze it deeper, I'd have to say a big draw is how it not only improves the body but protects it. Or maybe protects me from other bodies, could be that I have issues with people or sex feeling gross what with all those fluids moving around.
> Maybe I feel guilty about feeling sexual things towards others and cope by focusing my desire inwards, but poking at that sounds like a way to dig up a whole bunch of personal problems that I don't want to deal with on the porn board.
It's... kinda cute. You're not alone in this one.
> I went so far as to learn how to make clothing out of sheet latex (still like $12 per square yard on the low end) and have amassed a whole wardrobe of homemade leggings, shirts, skirts, gloves, stockings, jackets, and various restraints all fashioned out of rubber (with some special things that were bought).
Damn, I also start thinking about something like that.