Soon enough Maria and I will have all of each other

Soon enough Maria and I will have all of each other

Soon enough Maria and I will have all of each other

I understand. It's going to be okay.

I understand. It's going to be okay.

I understand. It's going to be okay.

>>82942986
You are right. Best not to engage with catfish asshat.

>>82943112
Thank you. I will. Catfish Anitta James attempted adding me today. If it's getting this bad it must mean I'm almost home.

>>82942986
You are right. Best not to engage with catfish asshat.

>>82943112
Thank you. I will. Catfish Anitta James attempted adding me today. If it's getting this bad it must mean I'm almost home.

>>82858596
Thank you.
Your words and support help me a lot. Not just with perspective but another voice to say they understand the narc bullshit I'm dealing with that hurt Maria and I.

>>82858661
Agreed.

There is a complete difference in those that cade to be kind, supportive, helpful and fake support only meant to find a spot to dig in, criticize, mock, and be cruel such as >>82858864


Once again, very much appreciate you
>>82858596

>>33821826
Maria dreams of me.
I am her home, just as she is my home.
The moon only has eyes for the sun

Lol yeah I'm not concerned at less than in every way

Lol yeah I'm not concerned at less than in every way

>>33693230
I don't want you to feel upset or be cruel to yourself.

I know what it's like to feel overwhelmed but frozen at the same time. A silent scream, anxious gears grinding within.

It helps me to remember:
Lay down and close your eyes

I promise everything is going to be okay

Nothing has to happen right now

Big breath on, hold 10 seconds

Slow breathe out

Do it 3 times

You are okay

I promise everything is going to be okay

Unfortunately the narc is creating emotionally manipulative threads. Here is one one:
>>82561275

I am making the known so you are aware and able to easily dismiss his influence.

It is as it is and I know you come home naturally to me because I know who I am to you and my worth.

The moon only has eyes for the sun

I won't listen to a jealous outsiders garbage.

Maria is all that matters to me, just as I'm all that matters to Maria.

Whatever you say here does not matter, you do not matter.

I love her with all my heart.

I choose my Maria over anything and everything you say everyday.

I'm above you, I'm above your garbage.

I dwell and choose my Maria, my moon.

>>82402051
>Fist of the north star

That's me.

>>82402051
>Fist of the north star

That's me.

Staying committed and keeping promises is a good thing and very rare. She saw who you really are and loved you and that's why she wrote the letter at that time because she was having difficulty reaching out. Unfortunately she distorts and projects things to create distance and pollute who you are so that she does not have to feel accountable for the guilt and shame. All the bullshit is on her. You did good, just as you were everything she's ever wanted before, that never changed. It's her mindset and internal issues that she's dealing with she's going to have to deal with or be lost as you find someone who is able to be there for you because she dropped the ball.

If you see she writes more delusions and projections just ignore it, recognize that it's all just her deal and has nothing to do with you however hard she tries to paint it on you. She is just crying out and trying to get you to have a reaction so that you can justify her projections so she doesn't feel like shit all the time. Be compassionate and understand The real reason why she says the things she does. You may love her and she was perfect before but right now she is polluted and dealing with this, whoever heard you tries to rub it off on you she will never feel better because it's internal issue on her side not you.

Swim and enjoy the water.

>>81911240
Thanks! I make all my videos using still images and editing effects in

>>81738369
I would like to start fresh. Let's hang out without pressure and focus on building trust and understanding.

I'll work on being more open, more vulnerable with you. And in return, I ask that you be patient with me.

I hope that you can understand the dilemma that I find with not having expectations and being casual, but being unable to do that without us being given the chance to try. I know that giving space has only caused us to drift from each other, and seek fulfillment in other things. I do not believe that was healthy for us. Focusing on ourselves was an excuse to avoid confrontation and communication.

I hope that you remember who I am, all of me. That you know me for me and still love me for me just as you did before. There's just something causing you to be unable to talk. I want you to know that if you give me is a chance I will never let you down, I will never betray you, and I will do everything I can to be there for you in every

>>81506694 #
I am only talking to her. Not anyone else.

I see her. Through the silence. Through the pain. Through every wall she puts up to try and protect herself from how much she misses me. Despite our struggles with the external world at our core our truth we recognize in each other can never change. Despite all stumbles, lashing out, self sabotage mispercievement, I know she never lost sight of who I really am, neither did I of her. I know I expressed my pain of loss of her lashing out with cruel words. I am remorseful. I believe she will understand why I did that and how I actually feel. She accepts and understands all of me.

At my core I love her. I told her the truth about residing in my arms. She's my home too and I accept all of her. I have to because that is love. Accepting all of her, even the hurt. I still accept her even if it hurts me. That's true love. That doesn't mean I won't be hurt, it doesn't mean it doesn't affect me, but it does mean is that despite that pain I'm still here and open my hands to her to work it out because I don't abandon her and have faith in her that we can get through this and grow from it, becoming closer together. In return She does all this for me as well. She accepts me, all of me even the hurt, and is willing to work with me through everything putting me above all else.