you don't have to call out me like that. that's too brutal, man. you don't have to remind me that i lost my youth to my indecisiveness. you don't have to remind me that i lost my youth and never even kissed anyone, yet alone had sex or even loved by anyone. you don't have to remind me that i only cope with my pitiful existence just to think that i still am that younger person. that i am still a child that have future and not an old loser that has only empty past that cannot be fixed.

fuck you. i guess it's time to rope myself. i just... can't anymore

You have two options: live a very hard life at the bottom of the kike-run society or live a slightly better but still hard life by working and studying. Believe me, the second option is better because when you will find yourself at the abosulte bottom at the age of 30, the rest of your life will be absolute unimaginable hell. Yeah, game is rigged by pedokikes and OF models, but it is sill better to secure a better life for yourself, no matter who is at the top.