>>40910011
No, you are boasting. You say you feel Him burning in your chest as you type, but you're puffed up by that, otherwise you wouldn't say it. That consolation in your chest is intended to motivate you to pray the more fervently, not to tell people that you are holier than them and therefore they should listen to you. A discerning student attends more to what is said than who is saying it.
>>40910013
I shouldn't have to spell it out.
I will say that it's a shame that Saturn worship works as a gotcha in paranormal circles. If anything can be associated with Saturn in any way, then it's automatically condemned. That is actually the characteristic reaction of a soul that is under Saturn's power. You only see the malefic aspects if those are the ones that you feel affecting you. Saturn is the lord of melancholy and grief but also of self-discipline.
The black cube represents Primordial Man or the cosmic axis, thus the chosen shape of the New Jerusalem. The pilgrims at the Hajj actually form a giant swastika. Do they worship Saturn? Does the Zodiac worship Polaris? Does the circumference of the wheel worship the hub?
The center is not antithetical to the periphery, rather it is the source and summit. Those who leave their families behind and don the black robe becoming dead to the world are not ipso facto the enemies of love and family. Unless the grain of wheat falling into the ground die, itself remaineth alone. But if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit. There are those whoever who despise the many who love their lives. They are those who bear no fruit and place themselves under the Lord's curse.
